| | I love the month of October. Yes, I'm the weird one whose FAVORITE holiday is Halloween. It's not JUST because I love to dress up and act like I'm eight years old again, but because Halloween was the last day I ever talked to my older brother. It was just two days before he died. This time of the year has always been hard for me, but this year it seems to be more difficult than the last couple. I've been faking my smile, and no one has seemed to notice...when I'm alone I break down. I just need to...I honestly don't know what I need. Every time I THINK I do, I wind up losing it again. I need God's presence and comfort. He is the only one who can get me through this and the only one who can comfort me. |
| | Posted 10/24/2006 6:07 PM - 1 View - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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